I am thankful that I have built such great relationships in my life. It is something my dad has taught me and I try my best to nourish these relationships and never burn bridges.
My life has been tested lately and I am in a place that I never expected to be. But everyone around me has been stepping up. And it reminds me how much I am loved. I have been accused of being ungrateful and disregarding peoples feeling and “slapping them in the face” when anyone who knows me knows that is not true. That is not the kind of person that I am. I started to question my character but I look around at all of these people that love me and I know that I am a good person. Every single day I have had people HAPPY to train me. People asking to train me. Someone said, “Raquel.. When they know you’re available people will be dying to train you!” And I disregarded that comment. But everyone has reached out to make this time easier without even knowing anything about that situation. They’re just like, “hey.. Let’s get in and train! When are you free? Get in!” I have had great sessions so far and I am thankful. I am so blessed. God is good.
I hope that time heals these wounds and we can move forward but in this time I am thankful to have positive people surrounding me.
Didn’t think it would come to this
I am finally getting settled into, YOU CAN NOT EAT WHATEVER YOU WANT!! Mode. I am starting to look at food and thing egghhhh no thank you. It takes a while but I am so tired of my body I’m ready to get back to 150 and love my body and feel comfortable in clothes and bathing suits and spend more time out doors again and love taking selfies because my face doesn’t look fat! Lol
This is my struggle. Everyone can be like, I would love to have your body! Or, your body is perfect! But what I like it to look like is nothing like what it is.
I am being strong. I deal with the same struggles everyone else does with food. I love to eat! Sweets and desserts are my downfall but I’m getting back to camp mode :)
I like to up and leave if I wanna do something. I hate when people wanna do something then take 2 hours to call you and expect you to still wanna go.. Lol. If I wanna do something or agree to, I expect to be out of the house within half an hour or fourty five minutes! Lol eth